hey peeps, back... short post cos im really sleepy... and i just gotta put this up... Mr. Simple music video!!! seriously SM is really treating our suju boys badly... every other SM artist's mv is better than suju... yet suju makes much more $ than them... wth... it's totally like what happen to bonamana mv... just space and some fancy flickering lights... it's even worst than bonamana... in terms of set and overall preparation or should i say packaging and the final presentation... seriously, they deserve better!!!

but even so, im still loving the MV cos it's SUJU... HAHA!!! that reason is enuff... it's kinda irritating how i tried to concentrate on watching the mv as a whole and focus on the dance yet subconsciously always focus on donghae... it's like an immediate reaction thingy... no matter how fast the cuts jump i can spot him immediately... super pro... HAHA! irritating cos i had to repeat a few times to get the entire pic...

not really impressed... i rmbr how i was blown off by suju's uniformity way back but now it's either some of them really were off or im just improving in terms of eyesight and observations :p well i guess it's understandable cos they're all super busy with diff schedules and like members of sjm just fin their promos not long ago and blah blah... but then again, if so, the camera man should be smart enuff to capture the good stuff instead of mistakes... glad that kyuhyun made it into the dance break! so it's donghae, hyukjae, kyuhyun and sungmin... eunhyuk's definitely getting alot of attention for this promos eh? being the only blonde, not to mention platinum blond... he got to sing... top dancer [as usual tho] and reverse flying jacket in the teaser... HAHA!!! Kiddo was skyping me, we talked bout suju since he read my blog and he commented that eunhyuk looks like an albino =X and i was like arguing how i tink GD looks more like one during heartbreaker promos... and then he was saying that i shouldnt diss SJ funky cos it's their style and proven to be successful... cos when you hear it, you'll immediately know it's suju... i agree... but well I JUST DUN LIKE IT! I PREFER THE OTHER SONGS AND THAT SJ FUNKY CAUSES THEIR VOCAL TALENTS TO BE UNDERATED BY MANY! SO BITE ME! :P to hate it is too much cos i dun, it's catchy and all... but on top of that, there are better songs in the album ^^ AND!!! i totally hate one of sungmin's outfit that looks like a butcher's apron... haha massive fail... one of eeteuk's outfit was oso irritated me... the bottom of an inner white piece was hanging out of a yellow vest yet all under a blazer together with suit pants... the piece hanging out made him look like he was wearing his briefs or diapers on the outside in some camera angles... lolx kinda disturbing... so anw enuff of the blabbering, im tired anw... here's the mv!



oh! the mv just came out today and yet the dance already has a name... penguin dance XD and yea forgot to mention this, loving the fact that my donghae's in the centre at the end ^^ HAHAHA random note... so anw im looking forward to their comeback stage tmrw ^^ turning in~ night world~

xoxo

hey peeps! sry, havent blogged and explained the last post... well, i haven't received the pictures at that time. And now that i have, i do not have the time to edit and post it -_- school started and it's crazy from the start, but i think i got a superb timetable ^^ anw this post's gonna be short too, cos im turning in soon since i need to wake up early for school tomorrow... just wanna come blog bout suju's 5th album. It's coming out tomorrow but the tracks are alr out ^^ listened to the whole album and im gonna do a review from my fav song~

1st: Y
Im totally not being bias! i swear... it's composed and written by Donghae and One way's Chance. the melody's good and the lyrics are awesome! my fav!!! and! major killer for eunhae worshippers! eunhae RAP!!! SCREAM!!! keke^^ anw here's the trans of the lyrics... Parts annotation done by me... Might have errors cos the only voice I can pick out immediately and instinctively is Donghae's... I'm just guessing the others... Especially when there's similarities -_- I tried finding one online, but mostly are wrong... Quoting diff sentence or only consist of a few member -_- so yea... Here goes~

Donghae:
When I see you, I only smile- even shy smiles
Your eyes that look at me- are they sad and talking of goodbye baby?

Sungmin and Ryeowook:
Are you that tired of seeing the same person
And doing the same things every day?
Yesung;
Will you forgive me?
Sungmin and Ryeowook:
Please think about it one more time
I won’t let you go now

All and Sungmin:
I’m a fool to have made you cry
Letting you go was because I was lacking
All and Eeteuk:
Forgive me for trying to erase you
Please- so that I can breathe again

Heechul:
When I see you, I cry- you make me into a fool
Kyuhyun:
When you have a change of heart, I will be standing there on your way back baby

Siwon:
The breakup that you prepared
Yesung:
hurts me so bad that I could die
Eeteuk:
even after time passes
Siwon and Yesung:
There’s still so much that I have to do for you before I let you go

All and Eunhyuk:
I’m a fool to have made you cry
Letting you go was because I was lacking
All and Eeteuk:
Forgive me for trying to erase you
Ryeowook:
Please- so that I can breathe again


Eunhyuk:
Where do I start? Starting at some point, we lost the preciousness (Donghae: you know even if I don’t say it)
But I miss each second of each minute and
Your beautiful, eye-blinding smile
I hope this touches you heart
Will my sad prayer pass this rain and pass on to you?
Donghae:
I’m so in pain right now because you have left
I’m so in pain- why is it so hard?
I think about you every night
Do you know how anxious I get if I don’t think about you for just one day?
You probably don’t know- there’s no way you will know
If you think of me once in a while, then please come back then

ALL:
**Saying I love you, saying it to you
Saying I miss you, Saying I want to hug you, and only you
Ryeowook:
I want to protect you
Kyuhyun:
For you, who will come back to me

2nd: 폭풍 (Storm)
ballad by KRY, Sungmin and Donghae (KRYSD). i like the entire feel of the song. AND having donghae to start it off is a cherry on top

3rd: 해바라기 (Sunflower)
light hearted song ^^ so summer-ish... totally an on-the-go song, like on a train or bus on a sunny day ^^ and when donghae sings "... fashion" i was like ME!!! HAHA cos IM OFFICIALLY A FASHION STUDENT! kinda sensitive to that word these days :

4th: 기억을 따라(Memories)
Once again, ballads gets to me...

5th: My Love, My Kiss, My Heart
a very unusual genre for KRY. normally they're like only ballad, this isnt the norm but in a good way! it's a great attempt! nice~

6th: Walkin'
this song's really westernized. sounds like a mixture of jason mraz and bruno mars plus their own song "no other"? HAHA hear it and judge it yourself.

7th: 어느새 우린 (Good Friends)
it has a very jazzy retro feel to it, and i tot sungmin and kyuhyun both pulled it off really well! it's refreshing! for those who know who is yoon jung shin, this song's composed by him! lyrics portraying the entire 6 years of being in suju.

8th: 오페라(Opera)
similar to boom boom in the last album

9th: Mr Simple
title song... totally a mixture of bonamana and sorry sorry... self plagiarizing much -_- the SJ funky thingy just gotta stop la... i prefer songs that arent auto tuned... it's cos of this kinda music that causes the impression that they cnt sing... like when how they're on some music competition variety, ppl are shocked that eeteuk, heechul and many more can actually sing really well... haixx... but it's definitely a song that grows onto you, guess that's how the SJ funky thingy works...

10th: 태완미 (太完美 Perfection)
title song for sjm's latest album but in korean. prefer the chinese one, and the korean ver. lyrics are just 0.0 the lyricist is weird... number 10 cos it ain't new...

last 3 songs i totally dunno how to rank -_- listen once or twice and it's totally forgotten :p not that impressive la...

라라라라 (Be My Girl)
electronic AGAIN -_- it's the 3rd track on the album, 1st is Mr. Simple 2nd was Opera... cn you imagine how i felt listening to 3 electronic autotuned straight?!? i wanted to tear my ear phones... HAHA glad after that, it became better and better ^^

결투 (Feels Good)
westernized feel to it too... sounds like a britney spears song.. forgot what song, one that's kinda lame... i just dun get this song la :p

엉뚱한 상상 (White Christmas)
a remake from a song in 1996. Jinu’s song. i normally do not appreciate remakes unless it's dang good... too bad it falls short... oh well...

overall! i thought that the album was better as compared to the last... i really like the first 7 songs i intro... and i've been having Y on replay for the entire day :p donghae and chance's a genius... i've always like donghae's compositions... but this time he really did improve and he totally knew what's his own style^^ maybe i should write a post on his self composed songs ^.~ even if he grow too old to being in an idol grp... at least he still have another way to earn a living! HAHA!!! singing, dancing, acting, composing... so proud of him! keke^^ kkaes~ go check the songs out ppl! it's in my playlist on the right... oh! 2 teasers are out on the smtown youtube channel... not gonna post it cos the songs used in them aren't in the album -_- retarded, i like the teaser songs... maybe in repackage album? *pray*

tmrw the album will be out, thurs is press con and mv of Mr. Simple will be out. fri is first comeback stage on music bank, followed by music core on sat and inkigayo on sunday ^^ looking forward... hopefully i'll be able to update even tho im busy with school... still rmbr the time when i went MIA when school starts? it might happen again, no promises whatsoever... so yupx till next time~

kkaes turning in~ nitex^^

xoxo

cr for lyrics-
Hangul Lyrics: SJ-market
Romanization: www.lyricsty.com
Translated by: www.popgasa.com
Posted by: superaffxtion.wordpress.com
Parts annotation: its-v.blogspot.com

Hey peeps! Bloggin on fone, too tired to log onto my comp :p short one...NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL TODAY!!! FEAR-FILLED DAY!!! Enduring the sweltering weather, Walking on abandoned restricted path with bag, shoes and clothes that are definitely not meant for hiking, climbing over stairs and fences, scared outta my wits walking the hill top walk, hike up to henderson wave, got lost trying to navigate ourselves out and a HELL LOTTA WALKING!!! Uphill and downhill for 4 hrs plus plus... Now I'm worned out... Full post will be up by the weekends I hope :p off... Zzzzz

konbachiwa~ *so long since i used a jap greeting to start my post* hey peeps im back once again~ ^^ i hope this will be a less rattle more content kinda post :p so anw starting with yesterday... i didnt manage to go to NEX cos sunny had last min extra class... sho ga nai neh~ keke^^ so i end up staying in bed most of the day *since i was still kinda unwell and weak* watching jap videos ^^ catch up on some eye candies which i've neglected HAHAHA... that kinda explains the lil jap i used earlier...

another reason being i was out with my bro today searching for those takoyaki tray maker thingy cos he wanted to make takoyaki -_- HAHA so anw i was out in town trying to search for that damn thing... it's super hard to find and we finally found it in isetan at shaw house... the one in wisma dun have it... taka has it but kinda ex... tangs dun have it... so yea shaw house was our last hope... and throughout the day my bro has been babbling japanese here and there and it slowly turned to rambles... HAHA while for me, since my vocab's kinda limited cos i've forgotten alot :p the two things i said the most today was "wakaranai [i don't know]" and "hayaku!!! [hurry up]" keke^^ of cos i said other stuff and asked my bro to go knock his head on a piece of tofu in jap... these two filled my day... cos he kept asking me how this how that, dun have how blah blah blah... and he takes uber long to search for something... he's the kind that goes grocery shopping with a list... but instead of grabbing whatever's on the list and head for the cashier like me... he still goes from shelf to shelf, and normally he'll shop the whole mart twice!!! seriously bro, what's the pt of having a list when you're just gonna shop the entire mart?!? dun understand neh... in this holiday, i prolly accompanied my bro to the groceries for more than 5 times... and everytime, i gotta bring my mp3 and plug them in to keep me company while i stand at a corner with the pushcart instead of following him around^^ it's like our gender switched :p im always complaining how he's not efficient and stuff, he'll be like "if you want efficient than go grab some instant noodles and you can go home first... im not gonna cook for you" seriously at times i really wanna do as threatened... but my bro's really a good cook so nah i shall suck it up... lolx!!! for those out there who are thinking that i dunno how to cook upon reading this... u guys are so wrong... i do noe how to cook... not chinese... more like western and italian... but i just can't be bothered to if im the only one's that gonna eat... cos it's def faster and easier to settle for instant noodles no? and cooking also means washing!!! which i totally hate! but i hate stacked dishes in the sinks more... so i gotta clear them up no despite being unwilling... talking bout washing... i still do wash when my bro cooks tho... but hey im not complainin... cos afterall he cooked... and he really does a great job... like sauce and everything all self made... very detailed... so yup not gonna go against him and missed out on the good food :p

oh ya! i went to the face shop to get some stuff... since the face shop originated from Korea, the staff would greet the customer in Korean... so when the cashier was done with my stuff she thanked me in simple Korean and i replied in Korean unknowingly... i was really tired and sleepy, prolly cos of the meds i ate which explains why i was kinda grumpy to bro... i totally was like spacing out throughout... until bro said "eh why u con them into believing you're a Korean, mean neh u" and i was like "huh what" "the staff la, they all thought you were Korean when you replied them, din you saw their faces?" lolx honestly i didnt even realize i spoked in Korean... all i wanted was to get outta there and go home... i really didnt had the intentions of tricking them... and who said that peeps who speak in Korean MUST BE Koreans? they did too but i never assume what... lolx can't blame me :p that left bro speechless... keke^^ so yup i think im kinda done with the rambling bout boring ol' me... onto some interesting stuff yea?

throughout the whole of school year i guess... i hardly ever update on kpop or any music stuff... cos it takes time to actually pen down my thoughts and embed the video up here... so i've missed out on intro-ing alot of stuff... i shall try to rmbr as much as i can... disclaimer... it might not be new stuff, just stuff im still hung on to lately or have a piece of my mind i wanna tell ^^

going down my itunes list, sifting out some songs i would like to intro and that have accompanied me through the school year ^^ def not all la... but just some i rmbr :p

Bad Guy by Joo... Joo's a new solo singer from JYP!!! that's the first reason why i decided to check her out... JYP's always known for groups... as for solo artiste, i always hold an impression that one has to be of a certain standard to be a solo artiste from JYP... especially females... and to debut with a ballad's always eye catching... not to be forgotten... getting Chansung to participate in the MV's totally the cherry on top! for me at least~ keke^^ great song, cool bubble gun~ XD checked out her live, wasnt that impressed but for a freshie, not bad la~



Love Revolution by CNblue... normally i don't really go for indie bands... i always think that when accompanied with a band i'll go for the real noisy rock kind... if not then dun have a band and just stick to the usual... it's kinda difficult for songs of this genre to make it up my playlist but this sure did... and it suits the season now no? summery feel to it~ im kinda expecting alot from this band... and besides there's Jung YongHwa~ keke^^



For The First Time Lovers by Jung YongHwa~ keke^^ this song's actually composed by him for his "wife" in a variety show We got married when he was "married" to Seohyun from SNSD... it was a duet in the variety show, revolving around the message of Seohyun unable to speak in normal form to her "husband" and that Yonghwa hope she'll drop the formalities... it's good too, you guys can search it up in youtube... it's called the "banmal song" ... this rendition is an official single by yonghwa... i guess there were company issues that's why seohyun wasn't in it... and it's he's song after all... im not complaining cos i love his voice :p



I already miss you by G.na... honestly speaking, i was kinda disappointed with G.na's comeback... and this was prolly the only song i like from her latest works... and what's up with the mv? low budget much?!? maybe they wanna potray simplicity and what not to focus on her voice instead of making it too fancy and blurred the focus... but seriously, was this necessary? no matter what, i still like the song... just hope cube ent will start treating her better :p



Nice to meet you by G.na and Wheesung... really cute song for the summer ^^ i tot the genre was a cool attempt from both artiste... i wouldn't have expect it from them... but it was pulled off well ^^



Can't i love you by Jinwoon and Changmin of 2am... i've intro-ed 2am before right? unusual genre for 2am... not the usual ballad... it's really good... ost for dream high... and the one below is another version in the show by the actors of dream high... a different feel... good too^^



Can't i love you acapella ver by Kim Soo Hyun and IU... love wooyoung's expressions... and JYP's :o HAHAHA! there's also a non acapella ver out there.. but i prefer this... if you guys want it search it!!! HAHAHA^^

alil bout IU.. she's really young and talented, with a great voice too... but i kinda dislike the genres she sings... kinda cutesy... cos of that, i like her covers more... there are a couple on the net... you guys can search for it but this has got to be my fav.. performed on a radio show... i need a girl originally by taeyang...



now onto some i have a piece of my mind to share :p

chinese song first?



當我知道你們相愛 by Derrick Hoh... well i'm never a fan of any local artiste... i noe it's kinda shooting me in a sense but seriously look at the fun pack song for ndp this year... -_- i dun even wanna talk bout that... embarrassing... and i tot no song could "beat" the yog one by jj lin... wow i was proven wrong... cos now there's a new one to beat that... the lyricist ought to die for embarrassing us and whoever that plagiarized it... GDI!!! MORTIFIED by the whole thing... ok i side tracked now back to derrick hoh... i feel that he improved from his last album... and dance wise he improved alot too... but a sg artiste going to tw to work as a singer yet goes to korea to learn how to dance like those from western countries... nice -_- i dun get it... zen zen wakaranai neh... but overall i really like the song... i think that he's really talented and i expect more from him in the future... glad his company doing much more for him now compared to the last album... just based on the fact tt there's a dance ver and story ver and nice female lead's enuff to prove... HAHA! Clo commented that the choreo's kinda taeyang... but he doesnt have swag... HAHA! and i was like SGeans no swagger de la.. then she eyed me up and down and said "then why's it written all over you?!?" oh pls... dun u noe im one of a kind?!? PUAHAHA!!!



Bubble pop by Hyuna... been awaiting for Hyuna's comeback but was utterly disappointed... she looks like a Lee Hyori rip off, especially in u go girl... and what's up with the attempt of trying to sell sex in a cutesy song? well i admit she's cut out for sexy but she should just stick to that... what's in the mv is really too much... and kinda contradicting... but she might do well la... i bet there's alot of oppas out there who doesnt give a damn so long as they get a bit of icecream for their eyes yea? keke^^

just for laughs... here's a live of her's... is the kicking of the shoes part of the choreo?!? kekeke^^ salute her for her professionalism though...





Break down by Kim Hyun Joong... the first word had me cracking up immediately... shawty? like seriously? well for those who dun noe... shawty's a slang used to describe pretty young girls... but when it comes out of hyunjoong's mouth it just seemed hella weird... the weirdness escalated tremendously when i watched through the mv and the live... one word... AWKWARD! i watched it along with Clo and gang when they were over to keep me company... funny to the max!!! cos we were commenting on every single lil thingy... clo commented it would be a great song to promote push up bras... HAHA!!! im not gonna go into dept and explain it but yea it's kinda obvious... and the hip movement was just... err... yea... HAHA!!! it's just really weird to see him doing that, and he has "awkward" written all over his face... this song's totally like rainXdbsk... yet it can't match up to where they are... like DUH! Rain is Rain neh~ Dbsk is the return of the kings neh~ this is a perfect example of trying too hard... but hey, i was proven wrong cos he won many awards... at least the showing of chest didnt go to waste eh? keke^^ it didnt work for me though... seriously, he could have trained up more... and why didnt anyone applied fake tan on him or something...

onto the live ver...



comeback perf... i chose one with white background one cos it's easier to decipher his moves... he doesnt seem very coordinated somehow...as tho even the small actions like a nod of the head or some swag is part of the choreo... it's awkward... and he hardly sings -_- it's cool how missing a few buttons of his shirt works for fangirls eh? to me, there's nothing much neh... HAHA im hard to please...



the pirates of the caribbean thingy is just -_- im gonna treat it as tho i never saw it... how he entered is so rain... don't like how he accelerates when he says "shawty" weird... i actually feel that he improved since he's first few performances... still he has an awkward stage presence... dancing in that water thingy is so rain once again... like any fan girl or normal girl... the climax has gotta be when he strips... but i think he gotta train and work on his chest, arms, abs and back more... HAHA that's practically everything on upper body right? HAHA!!! well if he's gonna go into this kinda genre... he should... and he's got a good body thickness to start with... some don't even have it... like how donghae use to be... but he still manage to train up... keke^^ oya! ZY! doesnt that move by the dancer at the front round 4:36 look familiar? HAHAHA applause for the dancers! they really work very hard... after all these comments... im sure most of u think im nt his fan yea? wrong! i've always liked him back since 2008...

him singing a classic old song i really like...



his forte... the guitar... and i think he should actually stick to it...



haixx... sad la... at least he still looks cute... HAHA

next up is a chi song by sjm composed by jaychou



fav song outta the sjm mini album! it's v jay chou yea? this vid's fanmade, and i chose it cos there's lyrics... so even if you can't hear wat they're singing... you'll know... it's really hard for them cos of the tempo so be nice! they're Koreans after all... oh! donghae and siwon filmed a taiwan drama... awaiting for it to come out!!! i've always loved hearing donghae speak in chinese...





uber cute and witty! and yes darling i noe your pants are ex... they're friggin jeremy scotts yo! stupid reporter who dares to say JS's old fashion's totally outta her mind... who's the old fashioned one now... cos of the drama filmings, he did not manage to attend many schedules when sjm did their promotions... so yupx... looking forward to donghae acting as a bad guy... some sorta player... for those who read and watched skip beat... you guys shud noe that he's gonna be sho fuwa... ah! my donghae~ keke^^

so anw i said that i was watching jap vids ytd right? and of cos, i did watch a huge load of yamapi stuff... and i once again got stuck on a song he published in 2009 -_- since i have a habit of listening to music while i sleep... i had it on all night and till today im still playing it when im out and about... stuck on it... i can't find the mv on youtube so here's the live...



finally found a vid that he performed the full song... uploaded just today by some user... and this was with minimum backing track... so proud of him!!! he use to lip sync if he needs to dance when he was younger... this was in 2006? *fangirl mode:AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!* keke^^



i guess everyone does... anw back to Loveless... it's kinda westernized eh? but yea he went to LA for this album prep, filmin of mv, dance lessons, so that explains... loved him since he was a johnny's jr... like when i was p6? till today he's still my ideal guy, physical appearance that is... i used to like his character too... but i guess with japs, they tend to change alot upon reaching a certain age... v reserved and quiet... unlike Koreans whom are more open and free? that's why it's donghae for me right now :p still, i can't help but swoon whenever i watch his stuff... but lately im kinda hating his music... stupid lyrics and the whole westernized thingy... miss the time when he would compose his own songs and write his own lyrics...



this was composed in 2005... he was 19 and scrawny looking? :p this was how i get to know and love him... HAHAHA



this has to be my fav perf of his! composed by him in 2007 and performed in 2008... and i love what he's wearing too... till today, these clips and random clips of him are still in my phone... i hope the old yamapi would come back, but that's kinda like wishful thinking... guess that's how the world's turning into now eh? sad... oh! and from this i can safely say that im nt the kinda fangirl who goes for hot bods first... HAHA cos i started liking both yamapi and donghae when they used to be much scrawnier... they just miraculously heard my wishes and buffed up :p *wishful thinking* but whatever it is, it came true... HAHAHA!!!

so anw... i think im done ^^ blogging for ages... it'll be awhile until my next post which is similar in content :p this is damn tiring... and im sure i've missed out a few good music... RAWR! whatever... u guys shud do ur own research!!! HAHAHA!!!

i've got photoshoot for the weekends... and Bradley's sure to gonna scream at me if he noes im still up at this hr when there's work tmrw... he coming to SG especially for me :p since the places in SG is really limited, i guess we're just doing a studio white screen shoot? shouldnt be too tiring, just the lights would be really irritating... and it'll be for summer clothing collection... bet they'll be alot of smiling, huge gestures and cutesy shit which i hate... i like autumn shoots the best... there's this gray area feeling that you have to evoke... darker but not to the extent of winter... more challenging, yet closer to my character and style :p when Bradley called to inform me of the job i was estatic... who would say no to money right? keke^^ and i told him "guess my food poisoning came at the right time, now i don't need to worry bout fasting before the shoot..." and i got told off by him saying why do i need to fast in the first place... i was joking... i dun fast... im just careful as to what i eat before shoots... so that it doesnt break me out and such... and of cos exercise and what not... how can there be no preperations right? and these totally proves that Bradley never photoshops my pics ^^ he'll always say "if photoshop has to be done, why am i needed as the photographer?" HAHA cocky much?!? and at times he'll grumble when i get bruises from dance... that's like the only thing he'll photoshop from my photos... and the other time when i was doing my own... i had like the super big bruise that i had to photoshop for every single pic... now i noe why u grumbled... HAHA im sorry... but i cant help it :p k la really should turn in le... i guess i'll be gone for awhile... till the next post... zzZZZZ

xoxo

big thanks and credits goes to all the youtube uploaders!!! too many to credit :p THANKYOU!!!

hey peeps... short update before i zone off... just wanna say that im officially sick :'( boohoo... i was sipping on some milk last night while i was blogging, hoping it'll aid in my slp when im done... not only did it not aid in anything, it caused me to puke and have the runs in the middle of the night, like at 3 in the morning... i jotted awake cos i was in grave pain... bad bad bad stomachache which feels like gastritis... maybe it is... i dunno... had some painkillers and went back to bed... fortunately the painkillers knocked me out... and i managed to fall asleep despite all the discomfort...

was unconscious till around nn... totally bailed on a lunch date with some friends... and was replying to their calls ensuring a rain check sometime soon while still in bed :p was suppose to meet them at 12.30 orchard... like how was i gonna do that when im still in bed at nn... and i wouldnt have an appetite anw... not to mention i might puke in public or something... HAHA not a glamourous sight at all, not gonna risk that...

i literally stayed in bed for the whole day... felt terrible throughout and i still am now... weak and all... planning to just lie in bed right now and stare into space cos im feeling really sick... think anyone who's gonna come into my room's gonna freak out seeing me like this... so yup... dun have the strength to go to the gp... not to mention take a bus and mrt out to the polyclinic... im onto self treating... it'll be fine, and hopefully i'll feel all better by tmrw cos im meeting Sunny to hang around NEX... never been there... was really looking forward to getting sogurt there... but i should totally lay off the dairy products for awhile eh? :'( oh crap! does that mean no dessert for me?!? oh god, i can't believe this... :'( oh well... to sum it up... INEFFICIENT DAY!!! and i hate it! haixx... gonna go stare into space now...

xoxo