Tuesday, June 23, 2009

minna~... i dunno wat greeting to make... its lyk 3 in the morning and im still up drawin... art coursework is seriously alot of wrk... and considering all my other hw... haixx its a never ending pile... stupid POS... im takin a break... no shud say im gulpin down tons of coffee and bloggin, hoping tt the sudden intake of massive caffeine would start to work... today was all weird... my mood and emotions changed lyk SNAP!!! due to a phone call again... lately its always phone calls tt wreck my day... but today's a diff person diff situation... i was shocked tt i would react tis way... it aint me... i shud b able to control my own mind instead of it wanderin towards the LA direction on its own... i seriously din noe... tot tt all was over and i would be fine but evidently not... cos if alls fine den i shudnt react tis way rite... or am i just weird? wateva it is, its over... its a decision i make and i shall stick with it... but seriously if i ponder did i regret my decision, the answer is no... cos its better for all... but maybe dumb me is just afraid to lose stuff and thus keepin things simple tis way would ensure tt tings will always be whr its suppose to... ITS OVER! SNAP OUT OF IT!!! shant act lyk a baby no more... to hell these feelins... and back to art...

眼睛为何会不知不觉的“流汗”?心已早结冰了但为何还是不能把那些“汗水”冻结呢?

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