minna~ konbawa~ kyou wa ureshii desu... actually ive been feelin happy since ytd... haha... nt so much bout the fact tt prelim1 is over but much more the fact tt i slpt for 21 hrs str8 and the luck i had :) haha... yup tts rite 21 hrs... cos wed was my las exam day... havin chem n phy p1 and art... on tues nite... chiong art prep... til morning... nvr slp o... the mi jue is to gulp down 3 doze of chicken essence, 2 bottles of coke and a few cups of coffee... haha...it wrks... but was so cui after my art paper... hence head str8 back hme without da bao-in anything back to eat... bathe, touched my bed and immediately unconscious... haha... it was round 1 in the aftrnn? and the next ting i noe was to wake up at 10 the next day... cool huh? quite a gd way to jian fei and safe money on food neh? haha... anw thurs was a school day... but cos i fin all my papers... i dun nid go sch!!! wahaha!!! went out shoppin wif LS...

went to lots places lo... but in the end bought clothes at marina... AND... thrs tis cute caucasian salesman... of skincare products ba... he stopped us and gave us samples... he asked how old were we... answered 16 and he was lyk kinda shock? cos we dun look 16 from the way we dress... so he was lyk... ooo tis could b kinda costly... i was shock lo... whr got ppl say their products costly de... so i tot he was quite nice and real... and den he said if we wana hear on or something lyk tt la... we answerd its okay... we're fine... so we said our goodbyes and he was all frenly and such saying "bye my supermodels!" haha so cute lo... LS and i were lyk tinkin in wat way are we considered models? we dun even hav one basic tingy which is height... haha...the most is lyk those cover models? cos no1 cn judge our height and alot of photoshop cn b done... haha... seriously he is cute... and not lyk typical salesperson hu insist their products are affordable and tt when u say u r nt interested their face turns black lyk immediately... cute salesperson made my day!!! and to emphasise more on my luck... i crossed many roads tt day... but all traffic lights turn green whenever i reach the crossing... super zhun de... haha... tis might seem trivia... but well i hate waitin for the lil green man... especially at orchard... it usually takes centuries... i aint kiddin... went hme quite early... cos have to eat dinner den go out for Ksession... fun as usual... head hme at an "illegal hr" haha

ok today... well started off bad... cos got sch and im sufferin from lack of slp... day started wif tests... right after prelims... wth rite? i noe~ after tt kinda free... so had tis QnA bout harry potter wif my pro frens... dey are lyk loyal fans... i din read the book so i have many doubts... but dey are able to answer any qns... cool!!! salute! aftr sch... went BH for lunch cos 2.45 got chem sup... urgh a whole 2 hrs b4 supp... such a waste of tym... in the end reach hme at roun 4 plus when actuali my day shud end at 12 plus... its a friday for goodness sake... urgh nvm... chnged and went out again... met my bro at raffles place... damn funny... he was lyk in front of me and i din see him... he had to wave into my face... den i notice... haha... anw we were both listenin to mp3 wif earpiece stuck in our ears and both wif shades indoors... tis proves we're siblings!!! haha... waited for mum to fang gong... so walked round wif him... den met mum and went for dinner... after tt bro went hme 1st and mum and me went shoppin!!! got shoes a top and some other stuff... den STOMACHACHE!!! damnit... always lyk tt de lo... irritatin... i tot i was gonna faint... lyk cramp... bt not lo... so i had to shorten my shoppin trip and cab hme... mum agreed and we were lyk lookin for the taxi stand... at tt tym at wisma... went over to a security and asked... he was super nice!!! but im mean... haha... tricked him... owell... white lie... he was lyk "follow me... i'll bring you guys to the taxi stand." mum and i exchanged looks... tinkin y is he so nice... haha... den on the way up to the taxi stand ppl keep lookin at us... lyk y got security escortin us... haha... and mayb i looked lyk a foreigner... wif the already fair skin... wearin white which reflects light onto my face... makin it even fairer... and wearin big shades indoors... haha... indeed today alot ppl stared cos i wore shades and my dressin ba... nvr see b4 meh? lolx... anw the security guard oso ask my mum.... "are u guys foreigners? is she a japanese?" and pointed at me... haha... so happy to hear tt neh... haha... mum din reali react just smiled... he reali did escort us to the taxi stand... mum said thx and i said "domo arigatou ne" wif a lil bow/nod tingy... HAHA and he was lyk smiling... wif other ppl starin again... im sry tt i trickd u... honto gomen... but reali happy cos u tot i jap mah... and dun wana pour wet water... gomenasai~ u reali v nice o! haha... anw hop on a cab... and the driver is GOOD! fast and smooth... just wat i need comfort and speed... thnk god... reach hme real soon... lucky eh? bathe,rest and now sittin on bed... bloggin... haha :) LS just msged me... said to book my time for shoppin after prelim2... book early in case i sold out... haha i hot cake arh? say til lyk i object... haha... k lah... been really happy tis few days neh... learnt to search for "small happiness in everday life" a phrase by yamapi which he belives in too!!! haha k lah... minna oyasumi~ stay happy and healthy!!! tts the most impt...

ps: update on buzzer beat... yamapi did not propose... he ask his "gf" if he win the final bball match would she marry him? but he did nt win... so haha!!! sad tt he didnt win... but happy tt he did not marry her... she baddie de!!! GTH ba... super ji dong...

pps: danceless days are excruciating... just lyk the excruciating pain in my back... urgh...

minna~ just watched buzzer beat~gakeppuchi no hero, yamapi's new drama... EEEHHHHH??? haha yup i watchd it on 13/7/09 at 8pm singapore time... 9pm japan time... which is the same as any other japanese... NANDE??? haha cos i downloaded a streamin tingy online... streams fuji tv wich is the channel the drama is airin... wahaha... hence its lyk watchin the real tingy... just tt the quality sucks and it lags lyk !%%^&*&^%$#@ jodan janai... i was lyk URGH, frustrated... but nvm... cn see yamapi's face enuf le... haha XD serious neh... who cn go on wif lousy audio n pixels everywhr now n den for 1.5 hr? me lo... for wat? yamapi lo!!! haha... im lyk so smart neh... found this tingy... haha... pei fu wo zi ji... HAHA BHB...

anw for buzzer beat~gakeppuchi no hero review... due to no subs... duh cos its the real 1st ep... i cnt reali understand fully... and due to the stupid quality... i had to so called refresh every now n den... missin bits n pieces here n thr... so im gonna say bout the scenes i rmbr... the show started wif a bball match... yamapi got tis free throw tingy... penalty or wat la... but he missed... :( lyk as told he could not work wif pressure... but stil his team mate scored in lyk the las few secs? n so dey won... thank god... next scene tt i rmbr was yamapi was on the bus wif his fren... he hlped an elderly lady neh... so sweet... haha... but when he got off the bus he left his fone on the bus... so he ran after the bus... sot lo... he ran alot neh... poor him... must be run alot tyms de lo... but got back his fone la in the end... another scene was him n his few frens ba... dey sudd comparin bout their shen cai... haha... OMG LA!!! yamapi's body is lyk perfect!!! O.O haha... sure alot fangirls out thr lyk me all stared in awe... mouth open wide wide de... and thr was tis scene where he had to either put on his jersey or take off ba... den thr was tis take on his back... OMG!!! i swear i cn lyk die in peace liao... haha maybe too kua zhang... but round thr lo... as alot noe... i have tis ting for guys with nice backs... si xue lo... haha... i sound lyk sum perv now... lolx... but peeps hu noe me will noe wat i referrin to la... oya!!! thr was a scene whr he said bout gettin married? i dunno whether i listened rongly or wat but it seems lyk he was proposin to his "gf" in the show la... duh... played by aibu saki... but then she made out wif another guy!!! GTH la stupid girl... haha... i tink it was more den making out as i saw a scene where she buttoned her shirt? but thr was too much pixels so i had to refresh... so not sure... stupid girl... have yamapi stil go make out wif another guy... ugly guy summor... INSANE!!! shinjirarenai!!! haha mayb im the one tts insane... gettin worked up for a show.. haha... but anw yamapi is goin to fall for another girl la... the stupid girl deserves it!!! hmph!!! haha... and i guess tts all i rmbr? haha... stm... gomen...

aftr the show... no lag le neh... #$%&*&^%$# but i guess everyone stopped streamin after the show la... duh... but!!! saw an ad featurin koki and JIN!!! haha bakanishi cho kakkoi datte yamapi wa ichiban kakkoi desu!!! gomen~ haha... damn shuai de la... both... now smap smap is on... and another shuai ge... kimura takuya!!! im so lucky n smart neh? onli smart at tis kinda tings... academic jiu cui... arh... prelims today was hell... dun bother tokin bout it le... ruin my good mood... tmrw another hell... but i shall ganbatte neh? haha looking forward to subs!!! yamapi daisuki!!!

ps: i may be the 1st one to blog bout buzzer beat~gakeppuchi no hero neh... haha...

みんな　おやすみ~ あたしわがんばります
やまp　元気ね？　すきだよ～

みんな！！！ i cn type in jap ne! haha how smart am i... next i'll try to see if fone cn type in jap... haha... got so many languages no jap neh... dumb fone... k la... お休み～～～

やまp　大好き！！！　：）

minna~ just wana say i cnt wait for wkends... HAHA no big date no nothing... but i need my beauty slp... i shall slp for 12 hrs or more... haha... this few days real stressed out due to prelims1... puttin my focus on stuff i normally dun... so kinda tough ba... every day slp for round 3 hrs is hell... but well i will not be brought down cos im lyk iron lady rite? haha... maji de... iron lady will only rust after the war is over de... even tho lukin forward to weekends... nxt wk prelims1 will cont... nt over yet... but hu cares? now i just reali wan my slp... turnin to zombie le lo... cho tsukareta to nemui~~~ datte gambarimasu!!!

oya! today olvl chinese oral... not bad neh... altho the chers dun seem frenly... my kao guan smiled at me and seemed interested... den i made the other one smile at me... haha sorta lyk force ba? cos she was lookin at her paper tingy den i turned to her and talked to her too... flashin my big wide smile... haha... no choice have to smile back la duh~~~ haha crappy qns... but hu cares? so long i managed to crap up some stuff and dey seemed happy... maybe cos i say bout "爱的教育" haha it just came to my mind... amazed at how crappy i cn b neh... summore i still prepared shi jie xin wen for wat? damnit... waste of my time neh... but anw shud b quite safe la... ureshii na~~~

crappin and procrastinatin to go back to the books... but i shall not procrastinate le la... will blog properly tmrw ba? have lots on my mind tis few days... nt onli those irritatin formulas but other stuff... will blog bout dem if i rmbr :) stm mah...

k la shall hit the books again... hit til it dies... and til im dead beat... both die tgt... haha lame... c wat side effects studyin and not dancing does to me? urgh... kkaes minna oyasumi~~~ genki da yo, yakusoku~

ps: listenin to this song by tegomass... old song in NEWS touch album... song name... ZUTTO... the lyrics v nice o... and i lyk the song arrangement... similar to kiss kaerimichi no love song ba... got story de... tts y i both oso lyk... postin lyrics up...

romanji:
Hoshi kuzu wo chiribameta sora no shita wo aruita kaeri michi
Futari kiri mada sukoshi gikochi nakute kaiwa mo togiregachi dakedo

Tsunaida te to te tsunagaru jikan kimi no kotoba no hitotsu hitotsu kara
Tsutawaru omoi ima nimo nakidashi sou na hitomi ni dekiru koto

Hoshi tachi mo mite iru kono basho de
Kimi no koto tsuyoku dakishimete itai kara
Zutto zutto soba ni ite
Kimi ga iru sore dake de yasashiku nareru kara

Nando demo ima nara iesou na kotoba
Sore demo mada ienakute

Doa made no kyori sukoshi kono te wo hanasu toki
Omowazu kata wo hikiyoseta mou sukoshi dake koko ni iyou

Hoshi tachi mo mite iru kono basho de
Kimi no koto tsuyoku dakishimete itai kara
Zutto zutto soba ni ite
Kimi ga iru sore dake de yasashiku nareru kara

Nando demo ima nara iesou na kotoba
“Zutto issho ni itai” to

Translation:
Walking home under the sky embedded with stardust
It’s just the two of us, it’s still a bit awkward, our conversations still don’t flow well yet

We walk hand in hand, time connects us, because of every single one of your words
The feelings you want to express can be seen now in your eyes as you seem about to cry

We can even see the stars in this spot
Because I want to always be holding you tightly
I will always, always be with you
Because just having you here is enough to make me be gentler

The words I could say so many times to you now
But I still haven’t said them yet

There’s only a short distance to your door, I’ll have to let go of your hand soon
I put my arm around your shoulders unconsciously, I want to be with you here a little longer

We can even see the stars in this spot
Because I want to always be holding you tightly
I will always, always be with you
Because just having you here is enough to make me be gentler

The words I could say so many times to you now
“I always want to be with you”

kawaii ne? the yi jing v cute... so pure and innocent lo... cho kawaii... OK LA~~~ long PS... oyasumi...

pps: zutto isshoni itai? honto da? zettai shinjirarenai...

minna konbawa~ wanted to post on the first 3 days back at sch... TORTURE!!! haha new timetable and thrs lyk this 3 period straight in one day... totalli excruciatin... not to mention tons of hw and the upcoming prelimns... anw i realised lots of tings in these few days... but i shant go into the emo sides of it... one realisation is one tt i've always known... which is if thrs a start thrs always an end... but i realise mayb tts the tings tts holdin me back? makin me reluctant to accept new stuff... cos the tot of startin somethin which would eventually end scares me... so in order not to lose anything i rather not have anythin in the 1st place... tts wat ive always tot... but i guess i shant keep this mindset at all... cause without startin i would always b running on the spot... tts one cowardly act tt i always wanna change... another kinda cowards tt i encounter is many aroun me who starts something... and when it ends... it seems like their world crumbled... i guess this is oso another reason y i dun even wana start anything... judgin from ppl around me... it may not seem lyk a good idea to follow their steps... and furthermore i always have to be a shelter for dem whenever their world starts crumblin down... so i cnt afford to crumble wif dem... or mayb its the competitive me inside tt is afraid to face the fact tt mayb im not tt strong afterall... and tt my world cn go crumblin down into rubble within secs... so mayb im the zui coward de? thus i conclude such realisations are bo liao... gets u no whr... cos no one reali have a perfect solution... oya! thrs no such ting as perfect... godamnit... RMBR TT!!! which brings me to another topic... how cn a perfectionist be perfect when tings arent suppose to b perfect in the 1st place? my art cher always tells me not to b a perfectionist when it comes to art... but its a bad habit i cnt chnge... so someone please save me... HAHA XD enough of the realisation dumb tots tingy...

fri is the start of prelims 1... im doomed for sure... no drive to do stuff i dun lyk... but o well... i found a source of motivation somehow... little one la... cos my own tots still overweigh everything... haha... but tt motivation somehow is quite magical... i din tot it would wrk... but it sure did... yay! so im gonna try to enjoy studyin... lyk wth rite? yea im turnin into a geek for the upcoming months... lyk ive always said durin SYF periods or any hard times... "ao guo jiu shi wo men de!!!" haha... hence... im gonna be ENDURING DANCELESS DAYS... TURNING INTO MUGGER PHASE... urgh... so off to hit the fun and interesting textbooks... yea rite... i myself aint convinced at all... o well...

ps: please stay healthy everyone :)
pps: jazmond tt bo liao person say must mention him on my blog... here u are... HAHA super ENG lo u... geniuses no nid study... onli hang at jammin studio all tt cn ACE everything... gth la... :p
ppps: pardon my eng today... kinda weird to phrase my tots today neh... duno y... mayb cos in bloggin wif eyes half open? and my brain is in lala land? o well tym for caffeine intake...

oyasumi~