Officially missing you... Its weird how one could miss someone so much... Its been 14 years since you left me... And like i mentioned in a post on 24May... The pain is increasing with each increasing year... Fear of doubting if you've ever existed crept up on me too... It was stupid of me to broke down while praying today... But how i wish you would give me a hug from wherever you are telling me tat you'll always stay with me... Yet knowing that its wishful thinkin just brought on more tears... What I've mention before still stands... Please look out for me from above... And I'll be thinkin of you from here... I love you, my dear grandfather... I always do...
Vian, Thx for trying hard to put my mind off it today... Tried hard in sticking to my principle of gong gui gong si gui si... If my feelings still werent well controlled... I deeply apologise... Still learning how to perfect it... Once again Vian, THX!!!
Ps: blogging on phone is tedious but i have to let my feelings out... Sorry if i bore you guys...
xoxo
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