taken aback that i actually succumb to the pain to the extent i couldnt focus at all... half the time my eyes were like squinting due to all the shit happening to my back and leg... And my head filled with one big fugly-looking word... flashing in bright red... PAIN...
disappointed in myself... this suck...
just keep chasing pavements? maybe im tired of chasing... 'cos i know it'll lead NOWHERE... it's no longer an IF...
so much for wanting to die die overcome all sorta pains and probs, and go back to ballet or take up jazz , contemp V... Odette? pft! not even Odile... indeed i was young and naive then...
it was all a dream then, and it shall remain only a dream from now on...
it's bleak...
disappointed... im not that strong afterall...
!@#$%^&*^%$
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