Hey peeps! Bloggin on fone, too tired to log onto my comp :p short one...NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL TODAY!!! FEAR-FILLED DAY!!! Enduring the sweltering weather, Walking on abandoned restricted path with bag, shoes and clothes that are definitely not meant for hiking, climbing over stairs and fences, scared outta my wits walking the hill top walk, hike up to henderson wave, got lost trying to navigate ourselves out and a HELL LOTTA WALKING!!! Uphill and downhill for 4 hrs plus plus... Now I'm worned out... Full post will be up by the weekends I hope :p off... Zzzzz

konbachiwa~ *so long since i used a jap greeting to start my post* hey peeps im back once again~ ^^ i hope this will be a less rattle more content kinda post :p so anw starting with yesterday... i didnt manage to go to NEX cos sunny had last min extra class... sho ga nai neh~ keke^^ so i end up staying in bed most of the day *since i was still kinda unwell and weak* watching jap videos ^^ catch up on some eye candies which i've neglected HAHAHA... that kinda explains the lil jap i used earlier...

another reason being i was out with my bro today searching for those takoyaki tray maker thingy cos he wanted to make takoyaki -_- HAHA so anw i was out in town trying to search for that damn thing... it's super hard to find and we finally found it in isetan at shaw house... the one in wisma dun have it... taka has it but kinda ex... tangs dun have it... so yea shaw house was our last hope... and throughout the day my bro has been babbling japanese here and there and it slowly turned to rambles... HAHA while for me, since my vocab's kinda limited cos i've forgotten alot :p the two things i said the most today was "wakaranai [i don't know]" and "hayaku!!! [hurry up]" keke^^ of cos i said other stuff and asked my bro to go knock his head on a piece of tofu in jap... these two filled my day... cos he kept asking me how this how that, dun have how blah blah blah... and he takes uber long to search for something... he's the kind that goes grocery shopping with a list... but instead of grabbing whatever's on the list and head for the cashier like me... he still goes from shelf to shelf, and normally he'll shop the whole mart twice!!! seriously bro, what's the pt of having a list when you're just gonna shop the entire mart?!? dun understand neh... in this holiday, i prolly accompanied my bro to the groceries for more than 5 times... and everytime, i gotta bring my mp3 and plug them in to keep me company while i stand at a corner with the pushcart instead of following him around^^ it's like our gender switched :p im always complaining how he's not efficient and stuff, he'll be like "if you want efficient than go grab some instant noodles and you can go home first... im not gonna cook for you" seriously at times i really wanna do as threatened... but my bro's really a good cook so nah i shall suck it up... lolx!!! for those out there who are thinking that i dunno how to cook upon reading this... u guys are so wrong... i do noe how to cook... not chinese... more like western and italian... but i just can't be bothered to if im the only one's that gonna eat... cos it's def faster and easier to settle for instant noodles no? and cooking also means washing!!! which i totally hate! but i hate stacked dishes in the sinks more... so i gotta clear them up no despite being unwilling... talking bout washing... i still do wash when my bro cooks tho... but hey im not complainin... cos afterall he cooked... and he really does a great job... like sauce and everything all self made... very detailed... so yup not gonna go against him and missed out on the good food :p

oh ya! i went to the face shop to get some stuff... since the face shop originated from Korea, the staff would greet the customer in Korean... so when the cashier was done with my stuff she thanked me in simple Korean and i replied in Korean unknowingly... i was really tired and sleepy, prolly cos of the meds i ate which explains why i was kinda grumpy to bro... i totally was like spacing out throughout... until bro said "eh why u con them into believing you're a Korean, mean neh u" and i was like "huh what" "the staff la, they all thought you were Korean when you replied them, din you saw their faces?" lolx honestly i didnt even realize i spoked in Korean... all i wanted was to get outta there and go home... i really didnt had the intentions of tricking them... and who said that peeps who speak in Korean MUST BE Koreans? they did too but i never assume what... lolx can't blame me :p that left bro speechless... keke^^ so yup i think im kinda done with the rambling bout boring ol' me... onto some interesting stuff yea?

throughout the whole of school year i guess... i hardly ever update on kpop or any music stuff... cos it takes time to actually pen down my thoughts and embed the video up here... so i've missed out on intro-ing alot of stuff... i shall try to rmbr as much as i can... disclaimer... it might not be new stuff, just stuff im still hung on to lately or have a piece of my mind i wanna tell ^^

going down my itunes list, sifting out some songs i would like to intro and that have accompanied me through the school year ^^ def not all la... but just some i rmbr :p

Bad Guy by Joo... Joo's a new solo singer from JYP!!! that's the first reason why i decided to check her out... JYP's always known for groups... as for solo artiste, i always hold an impression that one has to be of a certain standard to be a solo artiste from JYP... especially females... and to debut with a ballad's always eye catching... not to be forgotten... getting Chansung to participate in the MV's totally the cherry on top! for me at least~ keke^^ great song, cool bubble gun~ XD checked out her live, wasnt that impressed but for a freshie, not bad la~



Love Revolution by CNblue... normally i don't really go for indie bands... i always think that when accompanied with a band i'll go for the real noisy rock kind... if not then dun have a band and just stick to the usual... it's kinda difficult for songs of this genre to make it up my playlist but this sure did... and it suits the season now no? summery feel to it~ im kinda expecting alot from this band... and besides there's Jung YongHwa~ keke^^



For The First Time Lovers by Jung YongHwa~ keke^^ this song's actually composed by him for his "wife" in a variety show We got married when he was "married" to Seohyun from SNSD... it was a duet in the variety show, revolving around the message of Seohyun unable to speak in normal form to her "husband" and that Yonghwa hope she'll drop the formalities... it's good too, you guys can search it up in youtube... it's called the "banmal song" ... this rendition is an official single by yonghwa... i guess there were company issues that's why seohyun wasn't in it... and it's he's song after all... im not complaining cos i love his voice :p



I already miss you by G.na... honestly speaking, i was kinda disappointed with G.na's comeback... and this was prolly the only song i like from her latest works... and what's up with the mv? low budget much?!? maybe they wanna potray simplicity and what not to focus on her voice instead of making it too fancy and blurred the focus... but seriously, was this necessary? no matter what, i still like the song... just hope cube ent will start treating her better :p



Nice to meet you by G.na and Wheesung... really cute song for the summer ^^ i tot the genre was a cool attempt from both artiste... i wouldn't have expect it from them... but it was pulled off well ^^



Can't i love you by Jinwoon and Changmin of 2am... i've intro-ed 2am before right? unusual genre for 2am... not the usual ballad... it's really good... ost for dream high... and the one below is another version in the show by the actors of dream high... a different feel... good too^^



Can't i love you acapella ver by Kim Soo Hyun and IU... love wooyoung's expressions... and JYP's :o HAHAHA! there's also a non acapella ver out there.. but i prefer this... if you guys want it search it!!! HAHAHA^^

alil bout IU.. she's really young and talented, with a great voice too... but i kinda dislike the genres she sings... kinda cutesy... cos of that, i like her covers more... there are a couple on the net... you guys can search for it but this has got to be my fav.. performed on a radio show... i need a girl originally by taeyang...



now onto some i have a piece of my mind to share :p

chinese song first?



當我知道你們相愛 by Derrick Hoh... well i'm never a fan of any local artiste... i noe it's kinda shooting me in a sense but seriously look at the fun pack song for ndp this year... -_- i dun even wanna talk bout that... embarrassing... and i tot no song could "beat" the yog one by jj lin... wow i was proven wrong... cos now there's a new one to beat that... the lyricist ought to die for embarrassing us and whoever that plagiarized it... GDI!!! MORTIFIED by the whole thing... ok i side tracked now back to derrick hoh... i feel that he improved from his last album... and dance wise he improved alot too... but a sg artiste going to tw to work as a singer yet goes to korea to learn how to dance like those from western countries... nice -_- i dun get it... zen zen wakaranai neh... but overall i really like the song... i think that he's really talented and i expect more from him in the future... glad his company doing much more for him now compared to the last album... just based on the fact tt there's a dance ver and story ver and nice female lead's enuff to prove... HAHA! Clo commented that the choreo's kinda taeyang... but he doesnt have swag... HAHA! and i was like SGeans no swagger de la.. then she eyed me up and down and said "then why's it written all over you?!?" oh pls... dun u noe im one of a kind?!? PUAHAHA!!!



Bubble pop by Hyuna... been awaiting for Hyuna's comeback but was utterly disappointed... she looks like a Lee Hyori rip off, especially in u go girl... and what's up with the attempt of trying to sell sex in a cutesy song? well i admit she's cut out for sexy but she should just stick to that... what's in the mv is really too much... and kinda contradicting... but she might do well la... i bet there's alot of oppas out there who doesnt give a damn so long as they get a bit of icecream for their eyes yea? keke^^

just for laughs... here's a live of her's... is the kicking of the shoes part of the choreo?!? kekeke^^ salute her for her professionalism though...





Break down by Kim Hyun Joong... the first word had me cracking up immediately... shawty? like seriously? well for those who dun noe... shawty's a slang used to describe pretty young girls... but when it comes out of hyunjoong's mouth it just seemed hella weird... the weirdness escalated tremendously when i watched through the mv and the live... one word... AWKWARD! i watched it along with Clo and gang when they were over to keep me company... funny to the max!!! cos we were commenting on every single lil thingy... clo commented it would be a great song to promote push up bras... HAHA!!! im not gonna go into dept and explain it but yea it's kinda obvious... and the hip movement was just... err... yea... HAHA!!! it's just really weird to see him doing that, and he has "awkward" written all over his face... this song's totally like rainXdbsk... yet it can't match up to where they are... like DUH! Rain is Rain neh~ Dbsk is the return of the kings neh~ this is a perfect example of trying too hard... but hey, i was proven wrong cos he won many awards... at least the showing of chest didnt go to waste eh? keke^^ it didnt work for me though... seriously, he could have trained up more... and why didnt anyone applied fake tan on him or something...

onto the live ver...



comeback perf... i chose one with white background one cos it's easier to decipher his moves... he doesnt seem very coordinated somehow...as tho even the small actions like a nod of the head or some swag is part of the choreo... it's awkward... and he hardly sings -_- it's cool how missing a few buttons of his shirt works for fangirls eh? to me, there's nothing much neh... HAHA im hard to please...



the pirates of the caribbean thingy is just -_- im gonna treat it as tho i never saw it... how he entered is so rain... don't like how he accelerates when he says "shawty" weird... i actually feel that he improved since he's first few performances... still he has an awkward stage presence... dancing in that water thingy is so rain once again... like any fan girl or normal girl... the climax has gotta be when he strips... but i think he gotta train and work on his chest, arms, abs and back more... HAHA that's practically everything on upper body right? HAHA!!! well if he's gonna go into this kinda genre... he should... and he's got a good body thickness to start with... some don't even have it... like how donghae use to be... but he still manage to train up... keke^^ oya! ZY! doesnt that move by the dancer at the front round 4:36 look familiar? HAHAHA applause for the dancers! they really work very hard... after all these comments... im sure most of u think im nt his fan yea? wrong! i've always liked him back since 2008...

him singing a classic old song i really like...



his forte... the guitar... and i think he should actually stick to it...



haixx... sad la... at least he still looks cute... HAHA

next up is a chi song by sjm composed by jaychou



fav song outta the sjm mini album! it's v jay chou yea? this vid's fanmade, and i chose it cos there's lyrics... so even if you can't hear wat they're singing... you'll know... it's really hard for them cos of the tempo so be nice! they're Koreans after all... oh! donghae and siwon filmed a taiwan drama... awaiting for it to come out!!! i've always loved hearing donghae speak in chinese...





uber cute and witty! and yes darling i noe your pants are ex... they're friggin jeremy scotts yo! stupid reporter who dares to say JS's old fashion's totally outta her mind... who's the old fashioned one now... cos of the drama filmings, he did not manage to attend many schedules when sjm did their promotions... so yupx... looking forward to donghae acting as a bad guy... some sorta player... for those who read and watched skip beat... you guys shud noe that he's gonna be sho fuwa... ah! my donghae~ keke^^

so anw i said that i was watching jap vids ytd right? and of cos, i did watch a huge load of yamapi stuff... and i once again got stuck on a song he published in 2009 -_- since i have a habit of listening to music while i sleep... i had it on all night and till today im still playing it when im out and about... stuck on it... i can't find the mv on youtube so here's the live...



finally found a vid that he performed the full song... uploaded just today by some user... and this was with minimum backing track... so proud of him!!! he use to lip sync if he needs to dance when he was younger... this was in 2006? *fangirl mode:AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!* keke^^



i guess everyone does... anw back to Loveless... it's kinda westernized eh? but yea he went to LA for this album prep, filmin of mv, dance lessons, so that explains... loved him since he was a johnny's jr... like when i was p6? till today he's still my ideal guy, physical appearance that is... i used to like his character too... but i guess with japs, they tend to change alot upon reaching a certain age... v reserved and quiet... unlike Koreans whom are more open and free? that's why it's donghae for me right now :p still, i can't help but swoon whenever i watch his stuff... but lately im kinda hating his music... stupid lyrics and the whole westernized thingy... miss the time when he would compose his own songs and write his own lyrics...



this was composed in 2005... he was 19 and scrawny looking? :p this was how i get to know and love him... HAHAHA



this has to be my fav perf of his! composed by him in 2007 and performed in 2008... and i love what he's wearing too... till today, these clips and random clips of him are still in my phone... i hope the old yamapi would come back, but that's kinda like wishful thinking... guess that's how the world's turning into now eh? sad... oh! and from this i can safely say that im nt the kinda fangirl who goes for hot bods first... HAHA cos i started liking both yamapi and donghae when they used to be much scrawnier... they just miraculously heard my wishes and buffed up :p *wishful thinking* but whatever it is, it came true... HAHAHA!!!

so anw... i think im done ^^ blogging for ages... it'll be awhile until my next post which is similar in content :p this is damn tiring... and im sure i've missed out a few good music... RAWR! whatever... u guys shud do ur own research!!! HAHAHA!!!

i've got photoshoot for the weekends... and Bradley's sure to gonna scream at me if he noes im still up at this hr when there's work tmrw... he coming to SG especially for me :p since the places in SG is really limited, i guess we're just doing a studio white screen shoot? shouldnt be too tiring, just the lights would be really irritating... and it'll be for summer clothing collection... bet they'll be alot of smiling, huge gestures and cutesy shit which i hate... i like autumn shoots the best... there's this gray area feeling that you have to evoke... darker but not to the extent of winter... more challenging, yet closer to my character and style :p when Bradley called to inform me of the job i was estatic... who would say no to money right? keke^^ and i told him "guess my food poisoning came at the right time, now i don't need to worry bout fasting before the shoot..." and i got told off by him saying why do i need to fast in the first place... i was joking... i dun fast... im just careful as to what i eat before shoots... so that it doesnt break me out and such... and of cos exercise and what not... how can there be no preperations right? and these totally proves that Bradley never photoshops my pics ^^ he'll always say "if photoshop has to be done, why am i needed as the photographer?" HAHA cocky much?!? and at times he'll grumble when i get bruises from dance... that's like the only thing he'll photoshop from my photos... and the other time when i was doing my own... i had like the super big bruise that i had to photoshop for every single pic... now i noe why u grumbled... HAHA im sorry... but i cant help it :p k la really should turn in le... i guess i'll be gone for awhile... till the next post... zzZZZZ

xoxo

big thanks and credits goes to all the youtube uploaders!!! too many to credit :p THANKYOU!!!

hey peeps... short update before i zone off... just wanna say that im officially sick :'( boohoo... i was sipping on some milk last night while i was blogging, hoping it'll aid in my slp when im done... not only did it not aid in anything, it caused me to puke and have the runs in the middle of the night, like at 3 in the morning... i jotted awake cos i was in grave pain... bad bad bad stomachache which feels like gastritis... maybe it is... i dunno... had some painkillers and went back to bed... fortunately the painkillers knocked me out... and i managed to fall asleep despite all the discomfort...

was unconscious till around nn... totally bailed on a lunch date with some friends... and was replying to their calls ensuring a rain check sometime soon while still in bed :p was suppose to meet them at 12.30 orchard... like how was i gonna do that when im still in bed at nn... and i wouldnt have an appetite anw... not to mention i might puke in public or something... HAHA not a glamourous sight at all, not gonna risk that...

i literally stayed in bed for the whole day... felt terrible throughout and i still am now... weak and all... planning to just lie in bed right now and stare into space cos im feeling really sick... think anyone who's gonna come into my room's gonna freak out seeing me like this... so yup... dun have the strength to go to the gp... not to mention take a bus and mrt out to the polyclinic... im onto self treating... it'll be fine, and hopefully i'll feel all better by tmrw cos im meeting Sunny to hang around NEX... never been there... was really looking forward to getting sogurt there... but i should totally lay off the dairy products for awhile eh? :'( oh crap! does that mean no dessert for me?!? oh god, i can't believe this... :'( oh well... to sum it up... INEFFICIENT DAY!!! and i hate it! haixx... gonna go stare into space now...

xoxo

hey peeps... yea im blogging but it's gonna be a wordy one, hardly any valuable content... a rough update of what i've been up to :p well nothing much... most of the time bored... to the extent where i start texting my frens... "life is meaningless" HAHA!!! got various reactions... immediate phone calls from couple of worried frens and text replies came in an endless stream... and my answer was "im dying... ... of boredom..." I MEANT IT! like seriously but of cos i got a dressing down from a few :p i noe u guys love me ^^ thank you~ keke^^

this had me rmbr the time when ZC was still in sg years ago... i texted him something along the same line and he immediately called back and start lashing qns at me... "what's going on? is something wrong? are you ok? hurt? fine? where the %^&^%#$%^ are you? what the..." i interrupted him with "im bored..." and he hung up on me :p then in comes a text "i can't believe you..." HAHA!!! apparently he was in a meeting... but rushed out immediately and was already reaching his car... i love this impulsive fella... HAHAHA!!! well it really isnt a prank... tho i knew this kinda thing would happen :p but i wasnt lying either, it just didnt sound v positive :p Fortunately for me, i know that my frens couldnt stay mad at me for too long :p and i'd always get away with it in the end keke^^ thx guys...

so anw, being the workaholic i am... i feel like im wasting time by not doing anything productive... and that's when i gave myself some projects to work on... retarded eh? like what i did in the past sch year wasnt enuff... HAHA i started drawing again... painted... designing random stuff... and now im currently working on my fashion blog... which i intend to republish from scratch by deleting past posts which are mainly homework based... quite alot of planning to be done actually... so yea... that's what i've been up to lately... and of cos i still hang out alot with my frens... oh! i just made a new fren through my ex and he's FRENCH!!! never had one before... ppl aren't lying when they claim the french are more passionate... seriously like who greets kissing one THREE times on the cheeks? i doubt any country does it like thrice... two, one on each side is more than enuff no? correct me if im wrong... it's kinda cool and i swear i can listen to him talk all day~ HAHA im totally a sucker for accents... ESPECIALLY BRIT ENG!!! *swoons* keke^^ used to make my ex talk in brit eng instead of american :p well he's born in the US but he's grandfather's from england so he's really good at it... he doesnt mind anw, so why not? HAHAHA!!! Logan and i brought my new fren around sg, cos he's here on a holi and he's crashing at L's... spent so much time with them to the extent that i think my accent improve when im speaking perfect english :p cos if i dun, they wouldnt be able to catch on to what im saying... just like how it is in school... i totally shocked the hell outta my frens when i received a phone call while hanging out with them... [oh i gotta mention this first... Clo and gang came over to SG to keep me company for a weekend... sweet or what?!? ^^] it was some chinese shit from a private no. [remind me why i hate picking up calls from unknown no. RAWR!] i didnt bother listening to the person over the phone and i just went american and said "sorry i don't speak chinese" and hung up... nick was like "woah... where did that come from?!? who are you?!?" HAHA!!! i gotta be convincing right? keke^^

so anw Clo was pestering me with stupid stuff like why do i go for caucasians and blah blah... seriously i have to reemphasize this! it's not on purpose like i ONLY go for caucasians -_- it just so happens... i came to a conclusion that ones with initiative attracts me and that caucasians, or should i say the ones i meet, tend to be more initiative... for example in the states, if someone were to faint in public and you were to call out "somebody call for the ambulance" ppl actually do fish out their phone and call... while in SG, either they "THINK" somebody else's gonna call and just wait or they just pretend they can't see nor hear... having initiative is really impt... simple gestures like ordering the movie tix before hand, making reservations, thought bout where we could possibly go before hand just brings it up to a higher notch... for me that is... cos it shows that the guy values, thinks and cares bout you even before the date...

then Clo went on bout how i should try dating a younger guy... as usual... the thing is!!! im only 18... why would i wanna date a minor? Clo's definition of a younger guy is still older than me -_- she claims that dating a younger guy is better for some random reasons like they listen and heed better which leads me to think if that's what you want out of a relationship you might as well get a dog... HAHAHA!!! but well who am i to judge right? she's happy and that's what matters... besides, her guy looks older :p but cute lah... HAHA! i can't help but raise an eyebrow whenever i see or hear some girl dating a younger guy... best example would be Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher... like for god's sake it's Ashton!!! He can have all the girls in the world but he gave it up for one 15 years older than him, married and divorce twice before marrying him and already have 3 daughters... -_- don't understand...

LS totally agree on this with me... yet at the same time she dislikes me dating older guys... im always saying "Dear sunny, young cannot, old oso cannot, ridiculous and difficult much?" and she'll always be like "dunno la, i must see who first -_-" and just recently, she told me " the french guy you just met can... cos he's french..." HAHAHA!!! too bad, intro-ed by my ex... it'll be weird if anything were to go on from where we are... so nah, if possible i'll intro him to you instead yea? keke^^

talking bout younger guys... recently i checked facebook and all the silly messages that im used to getting... but what irks me most is that a junior of mine from cchy asked me out on a date through FACEBOOK -_- no-no no.1: he's from cchy which is against my rule of no dating of peeps in sch, in this case it also applies to sch's i've graduated from... no-no no.2: he's younger... no-no no.3: FACEBOOK?!? are you friggin kiddin me?!? i dunno if i should feel angry or relieved he didnt post it on my wall [that would have been really embarrassing, and totally tainting my wall :p] and instead chose to send me a private msg on FB... he's like "hey when are you free? i wanna date you" -_- and when i didnt reply he sent another few days later "so when's our date? you choose the date and i'll make time^^" !@#%^&*(*&^%# disgusted to the max... how could someone be so shameless and feel so good bout oneself tt i'll oblige? deleted him off my fb immediately after i read that msg^^ im cool like that~ ^^

oh! on Sunday night, when i was on my way home on the train... there was this drunk man seated beside me... he's the kind who couldnt control his head and legs when aslp... totally like an MJ wannabe... he was literally leaning 45deg... instead of leaning 45 deg forward... he was going sideways and on me... HATE THIS KINDA IDIOT! and his legs keep falling wider and wider getting into my personal space and leaning against mine... i sat forward in my seat and he fell onto mine and jotted awake.. but this freak just doesnt know what the hell's once bitten twice shy... cos soon enuff he just went back to the same thing... i was holding it in badly, so tempted to punch him in the face or kick him where the sun don't shine... that'll surely wake him up... i was literally suffocating too cos he reeked of cheap beer... disgusting! soon, i could no longer tolerate it and i just stood up... leaving him taking up 2 seats -_- pissed off to the max but at that pt... a caucasian motioned to give his seat up for me... i insisted that i don't need it and thanked him... but he gave it up anw to some other person and stood beside me... seriously is not i bias lo... HAHA... LS was saying that the gentlemanly factor's just there in caucasians... it's in the way they were brought up... so true...

i havent been sleeping well for awhile now... i grew desperate to the extent of a phase round a week ago that i tried drowning myself with alcohol like some old sad person... trying to get myself some uninterrupted sleep... it didnt work... and on some days i'll just have hangovers from it -_- interesting thing was i met LS one day for an afternn movie... i normally prefer morning movies but she has sch... so yea... and so after the movie, she gotta go back home to fin on a proj... and i was really tired so i planned to go home and try to get myself to sleep... passing on a party nick was holding that night... so anw i was in the supermarket trying to get some alcohol and i ran into an old friend of mine... one i knew from way back... it's cool ^^ we were paying for our stuff and the cashier asked for my age and my IC -_- it's fine... im kinda use to it, with the face i have... so yea answered her but she wanted my IC anw, doubting my words... but the thing is SHE COULDNT COUNT!!! and im not even saying bout mental cal... cos she took out a piece of paper and wrote a working equation... 2011-1993=??? and she totally couldnt get an answer... delaying the queue behind me in the process... in the end she looked up at me and asked "18 right?" i was fuming!!! oh so now that you failed at counting you're gonna believe when i said im 18? then why didnt you just take it when i told u the first time u asked without having to trouble me into fishing out my IC?!? i don't give a damn if she embarrasses herself, but she's embarrassing me in the process too!!! i didnt even bother to answer and i just scoffed... hoping that with my black face adding on to that scoff... she'll get the message... fortunately, she's smart enuff to detect my foul mood... My fren who was waiting for me came up to the cashier to find out what's the prob... and when she did she was like "oh please... she shouldnt be worried bout your age... i bet she haven't even finished highschool when you started drinking" -_- sidenote... i doubt she even graduated highschool :p but anw i replied that she was exaggerating... cos the cashier didnt look young to begin with :p then my fren refreshed my memory of me drinking a bottle of my father's XO when i was lil and gullible... i totally didnt noe what it was, i just knew i was thirsty and i didnt want to drink plain water... to me, at that point of time... the bottle was really pretty and i took it out of the display cabinet and drank it... my dad was furious! if i didnt rmbr wrongly, i got caned -_- it's like a collection thingy... im not sure... really pricy i guess... but seriously it's such a waste anw... collecting dust in the cabinet... as to how my fren knew bout it... she use to come over to my house often when we were younger and my mum just loves telling stories like how i drank a bottle of XO, how i ate a huge chilli in the decoration bowl on the dinner table of a restaurant cos i was hungry and such... so yea back to what my fren said... i guess she's right :p

kkaes i think im done with my random post... and looking back on what i've type... i totally seemed pretty screwed up this holiday eh? lolx... whatever it is... im actually feeling fine, cept for the boredom and lack of uninterrupted slp... oh! nick said i grew fairer... dang it! worst comment ever! so anw, im gonna end this post with a note i came across today... i think it's really fitting in some stuff i seem to always face and im so for it... here goes...

"I have curves, so im fat. I wear makeup, so I'm fake. If I like to get dressed up, I'm a hoochie. If I say what i think, I'm a bitch. If I cry sometimes, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything nowadays without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I give a shit."

night peeps ^^

xoxo