this had me rmbr the time when ZC was still in sg years ago... i texted him something along the same line and he immediately called back and start lashing qns at me... "what's going on? is something wrong? are you ok? hurt? fine? where the %^&^%#$%^ are you? what the..." i interrupted him with "im bored..." and he hung up on me :p then in comes a text "i can't believe you..." HAHA!!! apparently he was in a meeting... but rushed out immediately and was already reaching his car... i love this impulsive fella... HAHAHA!!! well it really isnt a prank... tho i knew this kinda thing would happen :p but i wasnt lying either, it just didnt sound v positive :p Fortunately for me, i know that my frens couldnt stay mad at me for too long :p and i'd always get away with it in the end keke^^ thx guys...
so anw, being the workaholic i am... i feel like im wasting time by not doing anything productive... and that's when i gave myself some projects to work on... retarded eh? like what i did in the past sch year wasnt enuff... HAHA i started drawing again... painted... designing random stuff... and now im currently working on my fashion blog... which i intend to republish from scratch by deleting past posts which are mainly homework based... quite alot of planning to be done actually... so yea... that's what i've been up to lately... and of cos i still hang out alot with my frens... oh! i just made a new fren through my ex and he's FRENCH!!! never had one before... ppl aren't lying when they claim the french are more passionate... seriously like who greets kissing one THREE times on the cheeks? i doubt any country does it like thrice... two, one on each side is more than enuff no? correct me if im wrong... it's kinda cool and i swear i can listen to him talk all day~ HAHA im totally a sucker for accents... ESPECIALLY BRIT ENG!!! *swoons* keke^^ used to make my ex talk in brit eng instead of american :p well he's born in the US but he's grandfather's from england so he's really good at it... he doesnt mind anw, so why not? HAHAHA!!! Logan and i brought my new fren around sg, cos he's here on a holi and he's crashing at L's... spent so much time with them to the extent that i think my accent improve when im speaking perfect english :p cos if i dun, they wouldnt be able to catch on to what im saying... just like how it is in school... i totally shocked the hell outta my frens when i received a phone call while hanging out with them... [oh i gotta mention this first... Clo and gang came over to SG to keep me company for a weekend... sweet or what?!? ^^] it was some chinese shit from a private no. [remind me why i hate picking up calls from unknown no. RAWR!] i didnt bother listening to the person over the phone and i just went american and said "sorry i don't speak chinese" and hung up... nick was like "woah... where did that come from?!? who are you?!?" HAHA!!! i gotta be convincing right? keke^^
so anw Clo was pestering me with stupid stuff like why do i go for caucasians and blah blah... seriously i have to reemphasize this! it's not on purpose like i ONLY go for caucasians -_- it just so happens... i came to a conclusion that ones with initiative attracts me and that caucasians, or should i say the ones i meet, tend to be more initiative... for example in the states, if someone were to faint in public and you were to call out "somebody call for the ambulance" ppl actually do fish out their phone and call... while in SG, either they "THINK" somebody else's gonna call and just wait or they just pretend they can't see nor hear... having initiative is really impt... simple gestures like ordering the movie tix before hand, making reservations, thought bout where we could possibly go before hand just brings it up to a higher notch... for me that is... cos it shows that the guy values, thinks and cares bout you even before the date...
then Clo went on bout how i should try dating a younger guy... as usual... the thing is!!! im only 18... why would i wanna date a minor? Clo's definition of a younger guy is still older than me -_- she claims that dating a younger guy is better for some random reasons like they listen and heed better which leads me to think if that's what you want out of a relationship you might as well get a dog... HAHAHA!!! but well who am i to judge right? she's happy and that's what matters... besides, her guy looks older :p but cute lah... HAHA! i can't help but raise an eyebrow whenever i see or hear some girl dating a younger guy... best example would be Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher... like for god's sake it's Ashton!!! He can have all the girls in the world but he gave it up for one 15 years older than him, married and divorce twice before marrying him and already have 3 daughters... -_- don't understand...
LS totally agree on this with me... yet at the same time she dislikes me dating older guys... im always saying "Dear sunny, young cannot, old oso cannot, ridiculous and difficult much?" and she'll always be like "dunno la, i must see who first -_-" and just recently, she told me " the french guy you just met can... cos he's french..." HAHAHA!!! too bad, intro-ed by my ex... it'll be weird if anything were to go on from where we are... so nah, if possible i'll intro him to you instead yea? keke^^
talking bout younger guys... recently i checked facebook and all the silly messages that im used to getting... but what irks me most is that a junior of mine from cchy asked me out on a date through FACEBOOK -_- no-no no.1: he's from cchy which is against my rule of no dating of peeps in sch, in this case it also applies to sch's i've graduated from... no-no no.2: he's younger... no-no no.3: FACEBOOK?!? are you friggin kiddin me?!? i dunno if i should feel angry or relieved he didnt post it on my wall [that would have been really embarrassing, and totally tainting my wall :p] and instead chose to send me a private msg on FB... he's like "hey when are you free? i wanna date you" -_- and when i didnt reply he sent another few days later "so when's our date? you choose the date and i'll make time^^" !@#%^&*(*&^%# disgusted to the max... how could someone be so shameless and feel so good bout oneself tt i'll oblige? deleted him off my fb immediately after i read that msg^^ im cool like that~ ^^
oh! on Sunday night, when i was on my way home on the train... there was this drunk man seated beside me... he's the kind who couldnt control his head and legs when aslp... totally like an MJ wannabe... he was literally leaning 45deg... instead of leaning 45 deg forward... he was going sideways and on me... HATE THIS KINDA IDIOT! and his legs keep falling wider and wider getting into my personal space and leaning against mine... i sat forward in my seat and he fell onto mine and jotted awake.. but this freak just doesnt know what the hell's once bitten twice shy... cos soon enuff he just went back to the same thing... i was holding it in badly, so tempted to punch him in the face or kick him where the sun don't shine... that'll surely wake him up... i was literally suffocating too cos he reeked of cheap beer... disgusting! soon, i could no longer tolerate it and i just stood up... leaving him taking up 2 seats -_- pissed off to the max but at that pt... a caucasian motioned to give his seat up for me... i insisted that i don't need it and thanked him... but he gave it up anw to some other person and stood beside me... seriously is not i bias lo... HAHA... LS was saying that the gentlemanly factor's just there in caucasians... it's in the way they were brought up... so true...
i havent been sleeping well for awhile now... i grew desperate to the extent of a phase round a week ago that i tried drowning myself with alcohol like some old sad person... trying to get myself some uninterrupted sleep... it didnt work... and on some days i'll just have hangovers from it -_- interesting thing was i met LS one day for an afternn movie... i normally prefer morning movies but she has sch... so yea... and so after the movie, she gotta go back home to fin on a proj... and i was really tired so i planned to go home and try to get myself to sleep... passing on a party nick was holding that night... so anw i was in the supermarket trying to get some alcohol and i ran into an old friend of mine... one i knew from way back... it's cool ^^ we were paying for our stuff and the cashier asked for my age and my IC -_- it's fine... im kinda use to it, with the face i have... so yea answered her but she wanted my IC anw, doubting my words... but the thing is SHE COULDNT COUNT!!! and im not even saying bout mental cal... cos she took out a piece of paper and wrote a working equation... 2011-1993=??? and she totally couldnt get an answer... delaying the queue behind me in the process... in the end she looked up at me and asked "18 right?" i was fuming!!! oh so now that you failed at counting you're gonna believe when i said im 18? then why didnt you just take it when i told u the first time u asked without having to trouble me into fishing out my IC?!? i don't give a damn if she embarrasses herself, but she's embarrassing me in the process too!!! i didnt even bother to answer and i just scoffed... hoping that with my black face adding on to that scoff... she'll get the message... fortunately, she's smart enuff to detect my foul mood... My fren who was waiting for me came up to the cashier to find out what's the prob... and when she did she was like "oh please... she shouldnt be worried bout your age... i bet she haven't even finished highschool when you started drinking" -_- sidenote... i doubt she even graduated highschool :p but anw i replied that she was exaggerating... cos the cashier didnt look young to begin with :p then my fren refreshed my memory of me drinking a bottle of my father's XO when i was lil and gullible... i totally didnt noe what it was, i just knew i was thirsty and i didnt want to drink plain water... to me, at that point of time... the bottle was really pretty and i took it out of the display cabinet and drank it... my dad was furious! if i didnt rmbr wrongly, i got caned -_- it's like a collection thingy... im not sure... really pricy i guess... but seriously it's such a waste anw... collecting dust in the cabinet... as to how my fren knew bout it... she use to come over to my house often when we were younger and my mum just loves telling stories like how i drank a bottle of XO, how i ate a huge chilli in the decoration bowl on the dinner table of a restaurant cos i was hungry and such... so yea back to what my fren said... i guess she's right :p
kkaes i think im done with my random post... and looking back on what i've type... i totally seemed pretty screwed up this holiday eh? lolx... whatever it is... im actually feeling fine, cept for the boredom and lack of uninterrupted slp... oh! nick said i grew fairer... dang it! worst comment ever! so anw, im gonna end this post with a note i came across today... i think it's really fitting in some stuff i seem to always face and im so for it... here goes...
"I have curves, so im fat. I wear makeup, so I'm fake. If I like to get dressed up, I'm a hoochie. If I say what i think, I'm a bitch. If I cry sometimes, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything nowadays without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I give a shit."
night peeps ^^
xoxo
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