Sunday, January 8, 2012

Sweeties to start the year 2012!

Hey yall~ This being my first post of 2012 shall be a happy one! one without negativity... i've been putting blogging off for awhile just cos there were so many negativity going on... and just when i wanted to upload a video for you guys yesterday... shit happened and i din even wanna blog bout it cos it would prolly be filled with a whole lot of profanities and... well just a whole lotta crap... negativity is totally and understatement... but anw... i wanna put that aside for now... im still feelin really down and emotional but school's starting tmrw... hence i shall put a blog post up and disappear for the next 6 mnths?!? HAHA!!! nah... dun think it'll be that bad~ i shall put something up even if it's like a line or 2... HAHA! i really wanna start my photo bloggin... but it's really weird cos i will upload them onto fb too... and prolly tumblr... so shud i upload it onto this blog? hmmm.... alotta work neh... and im lazy... if uploading takes like a min or 2... i wouldnt mind... but it takes friggin long!!! we'll see...

so anw, holiday's ending... and it's been really fruitful... done with AHA and worked... AHA will be a separate blog post... no promises on when tho... shall talk bout work then... Bradley hooked me up with a couple of projects... and a couple, meaning photoshoot as a whole... moving editorials as a whole... i did a whole lotta photoshoot by various designers, concept shoots for Bradley's artistic vents... as well as his friends'... 3 diff fashion moving editorials as well as 2 concept videos... it was alot of work in a short amnt of time... but unlike other times... i got to work with alot of new peeps ^^ new friends of Bradley's, videographers... stylist... art directors... models... and my peeps Clo and my dancers ^^ it was so much fun... it's intimidating cos i've never really done videos before... and moving images cnt be edited per frame picture... so everything nt only has to look right, it has to look amazing!

so prep work for all these... Bradley and my stylist, make up artists came to my house one day bringing all their barang... making me try this that... testing my hair color to get the extensions to my color... products... measurements and whole lotta other thing... Bradley and my makeup artist were complaining cos i have visible dance bruises -_- their naggings are the worst!!! crazy nagging... then my stylist started complainin cos i seemingly lost weight and my waist or maybe my butt shrunk... the bottoms i tried on were all too loose... well i cnt really help losing weight after getting sick before, puking day and night... oh! this was also a prob when i had to wear the white pants that i bought for dance... it was friggin too loose... i had to wear a belt... and! even on the 1st hole of the belt it's still loose -_- but at least it doesnt drop when i dance, but i bet if someone were to pull on my pants, it's gonna drop for sure -_- haixx and recently ppl who touched my hands... ok tt sounds kinda weird... but yea, when they do... they ask if i lost weight... cos my hands had more flesh before-_- seriously look at my face for instance, if i had lost any weight, why is my baby fats still sticking around?!? friggin irritated! screw baby fats! so that was a really busy morning trying out the things at my house... and when i was bout to head to dance prac... my makeup artist was like "you're nt gonna wear any makeup?!? nt even doing your hair?!?" and forced to curl my hair -_- why should i bother if im just gonna mess it up at dance later -_- but yea im glad she's always thr to make me look better ^^ keke i love you~

after AHA, i literally din sleep at all cos i had to head out to hair and makeup super early... that of cos pissed Bradley off, and the bruises and marks on me of cos made it much worst... i cnt help it yo~ and oh! i broke my nail at dance and it was a friggin visible open wound... so to conceal it... they had to put fake nails on mine... for those of u who dunno how to put on fake nails... u literally use a nail glue that's totally like elephant glue and stick it on... since even if they paint my nails, which normally they do and change the color and design for diff shoots, it wouldnt conceal my wound, fake nails were used... and it FRIGGIN $%^&*&^%$#@$ HURTS!!! OMG i cnt even emphasize this... u guys shud try putting nail glue or nail polish remover on a fresh wound... lolx im kidding... dun do that... friggin pain! and the sucky thing after the first stickin it on is knowing i have to remove it with remover *PAIN* stick another pair on for another shoot *PAIN* and repeat it all over again for all the shoots!!! *PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN**PAIN* haixx... what to do.... at least im earning good money :p and fortunately there wasnt an infection after... similarly i think there were prolly more concealer on my body then my face to conceal the dance bruises and marks on me... and that's totally scary considering my skin condition at that pt of time was really bad... breaking out due to the huge amnt of stress i was experiencing at that period... and oh another thing... i lost more weight than the last time i met them -_- some already altered clothings were still kinda loose :p but other than these... all went pretty smoothly...

working with professional male models are a first... i tot that it would be fun and gonna be like candy for the eyes... but! it's one thing to be working with hot male models, and another when they're hitting on you every friggin second of the day! even when i say that im attached, it still doesnt seem to stop them -_- friggin irritatin!!! and no im nt attach as off now... just to clear this up... so yea! candy for the eyes but irritatin... the only plus pt i guess is that they were friggin funny... this is prolly an old joke, but i totally cracked up when i heard them saying "What's the difference between a slut and a bitch? A slut sleeps with everyone. A bitch sleeps with everyone BUT U!!!" PUAHAHA but after i laughed so hard... it becomes a competition between the male models to make me laugh -_- they try so hard... i din lead them on! i swear... cos when they ask for my number... even if i had my phone in my hand... i answered that i dun have a phone... HAHA that shud be pretty clear... working with them was cool... cos they are professionals... friggin tall... i had to stand on something when i was doing a upper body shot so that i look taller -_- as for photoshoots with them... no standing up straight... and of cos i had to work all my "look taller scamming" poses... HAHAHA learnt quite alot whether if it's technical or just bout the industry from them... their lifestyle is totally screwed up tho... keep asking me out for drinks every single night after work -_- don't they ever rest -_-

working with Clo and my peeps has been a blast! well the genre's my forte... but try dancing for hours in heels! nightmare! good things with working with all my friends is firstly how i cn control the time... the shoot can be stretched for a longer period but cos im reluctant to work in the last week of hols and that i wanna attend the DI potluck... they had to work extra hard and fast to accommodate my schedule *but at least they made it back to m'sia for the new year countdown :p*... and also how they're open to suggestions and that i get a huge amnt of freedom to try out my ideas... the most memorable has gotta be the last day of work... worked from 4pm on fri till 3pm the next day... and head straight to DI's potluck... and i danced throughout the night... why was it memorable wasnt cos of the long hours... i did hours longer but it's cos! i was dancing so hard and all that was shot were my shadow and silhouette!!! apparently we've got all the shots of me dancing... but to emphasize more on movement of clothes and nt on me... this had to be added into it... it was pretty cool on how they shoot my silhouette but still keep the backdrop litted... rotating lights and err... lolx hard to explain... at first, me being a lazy bum wasnt v into it when i dance... cos HELLO they friggin just shooting my shadow and silhouette why should i wear expression on my face right? but apparently, i was told when i really get into it including expression and everything... it looks diff and that ppl will feel it through the shadows... sounds alot of bull? well i was proven wrong... cos i really did went to check playback and compared... pretty cool lesson learnt... so i guess that's it... im just explainin vaguely cos if i were to include every friggin detail... this would nt end... OH! i bet i grew fat again.. cos everyone was stuffin me with food throughout work... ppl would buy several meals... we ate at odd hours... mostly mac cos it's 24hrs... ppl bringing in desserts when they visit... YUMMY! keke^^ so no worries peeps... im prolly back to my usual size... HAHAHA!

speaking of desserts! some of u prolly would noe my fav dessert place of all times is Lenas... BUT!!! im so disappointed with it!!! i think they change their chef... i use to love love love their tiramisu, but it just taste like coffee cake right nw... CHEAP coffee cake! and how cn they exclude the signature mint tea from the special dessert set thingy?!? URGH!!! but i went back a couple of times hoping that things would be diff but so far nope... haixx... went there with my mum recently... and she seemed to be enjoying a new dessert on the menu... watch~




kekeke^^ that's my mum! let me know if u guys enjoy clips like that :p i enjoy making them and filming them... and it's fun looking back on it^^ so now that Lena's kinda low in my list, guess i gotta find a new dessert place!!! RECOMMEND if you have any! i'll do one right now... which i prolly would regret doing so if you guys started flooding that place :p my fav ice cream place in town... PLUCK located at Haji Lane... it has really nice gelato icecreams, cakes, and beverages ^^ most imptly... i guess some of you should noe that im very ambience and environment driven... the place is really nice... and on weekdays, it's a nice chill out place cos it's quiet ^^ my last visit to pluck was some time ago with Sunny... i shall upload the pictures since im in the mood to do a good first blog post of 2012 ^^ here are the pictures~

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i hope you guys enjoyed this blog post! i won't do a "new year's" resolution thingy cos i think that resolutions shouldnt just happen on new year's day but all year round... my current resolution, also my resolution for last year, would be to be more initiative and to show more appreciation towards my friends^^ im not bull-ing just cos u guys would be reading... i really meant it cos i have really great friends and without them i wouldnt be able to pull through rough times... so pardon my lack of initiation... that's just me... but im working on that ^^ another is to not look back on stuff and start on the whole regret vibe or thinking bout "what ifs"... one thing im really proud of myself in the last year is to learn how to walk away... shall blog bout that another time... long story... so yea learnt to walk away and with that, i should learn not to look back on it... cos while walking away hurts... looking back on it hurts even more... third thing on my list is to drill this message in my head "the calm before the storm is merely a mirage" so V, do not! put down your walls just cos all seems fine for now... it wouldnt last... As for wishes... i wish everyone close to me would be happy and healthy always... i know this is getting old, cos that's what i always say... but that's the most impt to me... i know best... trust me... so yup to end this off... shall i put up Sunny's resolutions as well?!? HAHAHA!!! just so you know, i din snatch her journal or watever... she mms-ed me these... and this is the sequence as well... here goes~

LOLX!!! a typical Sunny message! cos i was like "awww~" when i read the first half of the message... all smitten and sweeten but THEN, in comes urge to strangle her! HAHAHA im kidding... that's why i love her! after a while, i then noticed the number 2... so i texted back "Why am i number 2?!? Number 1 is what?!?" HAHAHA and look what she replieddance studio that is... for ppl who dun get it... and i replied "ok can i allow" cos well we've both been really busy... we use to meet so frequently but the last time i saw her wasnt even counted cos i bumped into her at H&M... it was like a Hi Bye thingy... and then the 2nd last time was AHA which was 17 Dec -_- can u believe that?!? in my holiday neh... nt to mention when school starts... which is... oh! today! * yea i blogged from the 7thdec to 8th dec HAHAHA* so after i text her, she replied "even if you don't, i already write liao! HAHAHA" -_- i'll cancel it out when i get my hands on your journal if i disapprove!!! XD then in comes another mms awhile after...-_- speechless... well on the bright side... as least she has some 自知之明 which is already a HUGE IMPROVEMENT from last year!!! PUAHAHA

After running into her at H&M she mms me later in the night...

:') my exact sentiments! Sunny I love you~ ♥*\(^.^)/*♥


ok~ it's like 1.30 am right now... i should go to bed... napping in lecture tmrw on the first day of sch is prolly a really bad way to start off 2012... nitex peeps~

xoxo

ps: edited the skin for large picture viewing pleasure... and now it's 4.45am -_- woes of a perfectionist... can't stop unless all's perfect... -_- shall head to bed now~

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