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Im super stressed out right now... yes u saw it right... me, vanessa, typing out that im stressed out... im no super woman... though most of the time i look like im fine while the worlds crashin down, most cases im nt... but i just dun wanna spend time harping bout it when i shud be doing something... right now, all i need is to let off some stress by bloggin away... so let's see...

i have a fashion blog to run... which means come up with the post, design, layout and template... finish more than 20 9head drawings... create 10 mood boards.... come up with my final outfit designs as well as non-final designs... collect old clothes... create 20 test experiments out of them... deconstruct them... reconstruct them... turn those junk into my final outfit design... get a model... put on a runway show... which includes makeup and accessorizing... in the mean time continue to take street fashion photography... prepare for assessment...

oh right! and i gotta come up with a presentation which will cost me half my grades if i flunk it by tmrw... yet it's suppose to be filled with documentations of my work... neat... how am i gonna do that...

these are all what im suppose to do... not to mention bout the how-to part... i am so dead...

is this a valid reason to be stressed right now? i dunno, but my body certainly thinks so cos im officially ill AGAIN -_- whoopdeedoo -_-

anyone that tells me to relax is so gonna get it from me... how am i suppose to relax if all that's on my mind are all these... just tell me how...

or better yet, gimme a remote to stop time...