♥It's V♥

seriously damn suay!!! right after xmas at like 2am in the morning, i started puking non stop for hours... mum wanted to call for the ambulance... but me being me... decided to wait till morning even though i was screaming in pain in the mid of the night... it was unbearable...

i thought it was some food poisoning shit, but it's kinda ridiculous being everything i've eaten, others ate it too... and they were fine...

so went to the docs this morning for a check and to get some "xmas presents" from him... it seems that i've got gastritis -_- doc asked "is it okay for me to give you a jab?" -_- "no." and that marked the end of that conversation... hate jabs... but after that... with the pain and all... im starting to think i should've just went for a jab and punch the doc in the face... it would have been more relieving...

been sleeping almost throughout the day... and my plans were totally ruined!!! RAWR!!! still im heading for Malaysia tomorrow... hoping that i'll feel better by tomorrow... i better!

other then sleeping, ive been reviewing some dbsk stuff cos today's their 7th anniversary... still rmbr the first song i heard from them was in chi... then, their pronounciation amazes me... and till today, i still feel that the lyrics was well written... this song hit me harder then how it used to appear to me before... especially right after the xmas party i was at on friday... missed the presence of my fren who passed on due to cancer... and of cos the absence of some other people on xmas... just like how i've always mention how one will only truly understand n realize after one loses - "为什么当我失去你以后才能明白" i guess that will always remain as a question and a problem that will always repeat itself...

and indeed 思念是永不停息的旋律...

off to sleep~ zzzZZZ